release of results!

i decided to do abit more walking nowadays getting from one place to another since the transportation fares have increased from student to adult :( afterall, no harm right, good exercise anyway. but then again, such long walks would only just wana make me think and talk to myself more along the way. several issues have been all caught up in my mind. so its been confirmed, the O level results will be released this friday, and somehow im afraid. im afraid of getting my parents and myself disappointed... im afraid of not being able to get into the course i want... im afraid of failure. urgh, this just sucks. i just want friday to quickly come and all the anxiety to be rid of. i have my faith in the Lord and i know that he has set a path set for me to lead, but somehow i do hope it'll be one i can be happy with. please pray for us all ok? :)

the last link training with the primary school turned out to be surprisingly much better than the first. its amazing to observe how fast children are able to pick up everything you teach them, be it positive or negative. and somehow, the only way to get them in doing things faster is to excite them with games that we can play only when they have finished a certain task. given more observation, i realise much of the negative behaviour teenagers nowadays possess actually do very much begin from young. the sad thing is because these mistakes were not corrected at the young age, children continue living with them not knowing what is right and wrong, resulting in a bad habit that is difficult to change later in life. i not stupid too the movie sums it all up, with the fact that people of all ages, do need love and attention!

being a VI for sometime has provided me an eye opener to realise somethings. not only is the exposure there for me to learn to relate to many different age groups of people. from children to teens, to young adults and those high up there... but the truth is that i was never passionate about redcross... all along, its only been my cadets and the people whom i lead that im passionate about. i want the best for them, and i've come to realise how important HOPE actually is. without it, life will never go on... with it, we will fight for anything we want til we see the light and really... i hope the best for us all on friday :\